A part of me wanted to badly to believe in you.
& I let myself fall. I fell so hard, so fast.
I guess you could say it is my fault.
I never was good with boundaries. & as much as I’d like to say I built up walls strong enough to withstand a hurricane, you were a typhoon and you knocked them down in record time.
I’m always so afraid of letting people see who I really am. Maybe because I don’t like who I’ve become or that I am a disappointment of sorts.
You see, you were like the prism glass shining streams of rainbow hues into my life. Now I need to let go of you because you were never good for my sanity to begin with.
So I’m moving on.
